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Date : Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Weight issues.


Yes, I am currently facing that problem now. I desperately need fats in my body. I'm undergoing depression because of this! Some people will say, at least you are not fat. Hello! Excuse me! Its not ok! Its not ok to be thin, definitely not!

Lets put it this way. I am fat, my body is fugly and its freaking hard for me to lose weight. People around are talking to you about your weight, your fats. bla bla bla. How does that makes you feel? Sensitive issue isn't it. Now, its very similar to be being thin. Don't you ever think that being thin is not a problem. IT IS A BIG PROBLEM for us thin people. I swear. You can ask around. Like how the fat ones have difficulties losing weight, we have difficulties GAINING weight. Because we have HIGH metabolism rate. Eat more? Tried of course. Eat supper at midnight? Tried. Drink washed rice water? Yes, tried. I mom recommend me to do this, she says it works.

Being thin is can also be problematic. Let me tell you something about myself. I can easily lose weight but very hard to gain weight. Let us see some theory for me to gain some weight.

But sadly in my case, this is the theory. Maybe?


I start to lose weight this year, when I started working. Sometimes at work, I skipped break time because I'm too busy if I am doing in-charge. Walking up and down the ward burns all the calories but no calories consume. Thats that. Now, its fasting period. worst I think! burning and burning calories but not gaining and gaining calories. sob sob.

MAKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! TOLONNNGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

better in time. || 00:09

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