Here I am on saturday night, on my bed with my best company, Madoza my laptop. Time check; 2330hrs. Madoza is just so random I know. It just pop out of my mind. Random shit! Bloody bored thats it. I'm just being spontaneous right now. Type whatever in my head and get my fingers moving on the keyboard.

Now I'm thinking of what to continue with. Being spontaneous not so easy huh?
Lets start with my feelings shall we.
I have so much in mind, so much to say but to put in words... argghh! is too much to think.
Disappointed. my feeling right now. much or less, yes i am. Maybe girls just expect too much in life. But that's nature right, how girls are. They shouldn't be blame in a matter of fact. An effort won't kill you. Something guys should know, girls want something more coming from you. I am sure they'll appreciate.
Don't let me have the chance to say you ain't different from the others. Cause at this moment, you don't deserve the thought. I trust you. I believe in you.

my unhappiness left untouched. I just want you to feel how I feel. don't leave me in the dark and to find the way out my own, hmmm not nice.

So did I ask too much from you? I don't think so baby.



i love you.