in my term

2010-12-05T18:06:00.007+08:00

Holla!

Having a short trip here yet again. Update bits and pieces of life.
Birthday coming soon, very soon indeed. And I turn 22. When you went above
21, you feel that time is catching up on you. Time flies like it doesn't feel you live 24hours a day. Everyday of waking up, you will grow few hrs, few mins, few sec older. Humans often unaware. Now that I grew, I learn Responsibilities in depth and still learning. Responsibilities will bulk up without notice. This is the point in life, when you wish you were still a kid. You have have fun, do silly things, get scoulding and life moves on. How best! So live with it, reality is cruel. Be happy where you are, what you have.
The most important thing human always forget?
To thank god in every waking day of your life. Include me.

Philosophical lah sangat!

Birthday and Zoukout together? Yeah baby yeah!
I feel the vibe. David Guetta and Tiesto coming to town celebrating my birthday as well.
Great combination. Ok guys, you need not throw up before your desktop. Euuwww ok!
Get rid the jealousy in you baby! HAHAHA.

Birthday wish(es)?
1. Be more happy.
2. Be awesome.
3. With god's willing, a new chapter.
4. Wii set.
5. A Gucci bag.
6. Have well hydrated hair.

I can't list as much as I want to.
Short memory for now, will get it updated.

All I need in this
life of sin is
ME and
my boyfriend.

2010-09-22T09:19:00.005+08:00

Hari Raya bersama mu.

Most everything you do makes me smile.

Can i not like it for awhile?

YOU.

Brighten up my life.

YOU.

The one i always look for.

YOU.

My everything

YOU.

I need.

YOU.

I love.

HAPPY LOVESARY!

2010-09-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri !

Salam aidilfitri gang! Saya disini ingin memohon ampun dan maaf sekiranya ada tersalah, terkasar bahasa. Bergurau senda yang menyakitkan hati secara tidak sengaja atau yg disengajakan. Halalkan makan dan minum hamba jika termakan free ke selama ini.

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

these are all my cousins. only 70% of them.
more pictures in facebook ;)

Have a joyous Raya! enjoy.

2010-09-03T22:47:00.005+08:00

TOPIC RAYA.
Raya is around the corner. Next friday and its exactly in 1 week time.
Time passed so fast hah. I am anticipating this year Raya. Preparation is still
in progress, there are few things that I'm left with. So gonna make full use of my off
days to get everything done. I hate to rush things at the very last minute. When its
too rushing, its irritating.
So this weekend, very tight hours. busy, busy, busy! time to unfold my checklist
and start to shop till i drop. cause Mak have been asking me to pay this and pay that.
Dengar dengar aku kerja gaji Doctor. Lol. Nevermind la eh, once a year raya right.

Mak is doing all the kueh raya, her every year kueh. Kueh tart, almond london,
badam. Non of it is my favourite, its all hers. Life is fair. -__-

Not forgetting raya songs, the BOOSTER.
my favourites.
1. Pulanglah - Aishah (sedih ....)
2. Sesuci Lebaran - Siti Nurhaliza
3. Suasana Hari Raya - Anuar Zain&Ellina

Excitement on Syawal arrival, very soon. I CAN'T WAAIIIITTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

2010-07-19T11:30:00.005+08:00

I LOVE YOU GIRLS.

2010-07-07T22:50:00.001+08:00

i don't miss you.

i miss who i thought you were..

2010-07-05T02:20:00.000+08:00

time checked 01 45am.
listening to some soothing music.
just me and my thoughts. alone.
right now, i wish i have siblings or a best friend.
always there.
i miss my cousin nurul. used to be like sisters.
now a married women.
to whom i used to rant my problems with.
to whom i vomitted out my feelings to.
to whom i ran to cry for a shoulder to cry on.
you've been missed, my listening ears. *wink*
awww. now, i feel like tearing.

stop it eh mizah.
me and my wish. siape mau layan.
people say,'don't put your hopes high, you'll meet disappointment.
its a sad thing when some told you this. shouldn't they be motivating you?
make it happen with you. not dampens you.
somehow, hopes and dreams keep someone alive. \m/
i can understand that not everything you want you'll get.
i live in reality. i know. don't have to make an echo.
and deals? wow. its ok. been there done that.

i also learn patience is a virtue.
for all the good things you did, you will get in return.
and here i hope again. smile.

2010-07-03T01:52:00.004+08:00

OH NO BRAZIL!

Brazil not qualified to Semi final! *sobs sobs and more sobs*

Brazil may lost the match but proven they played better than Holland. True!

Many fouls in this match and to Holland,

"kalau lembik tak boleh kene sikit, jangan main bola!!!"

Fuming ni! Tactics of football? Oh crap!

If Holland deserve to win then I'll say well done. But they aint that great.

AND! Suddenly on Facebook, everyone became Holland's fan and supporting the team.

Probably all these people are fans of France, Italy or just have grudges towards

Brazil in the past World Cups. Perangai MEREPEKKKK.

Muacks Brazil, we still love you.

2010-06-30T02:04:00.015+08:00

Here I am while waiting for world cup match Spain against Portugal. So I've been a lazy blogger since 2010. On very rare occasions I'll update this 'Sins' blog. Even I, myself give up on me. LOL. Alahh...blog, updates, giving up all aside.

World Cup, the in thing now yaww! Waka waka, its time for Africa. Everyone's talking about Fifa World Cup 2010. My supporting team, as always BRASIL. Go yellow! Brasil~ Lalala~ This year Brasil performance was not dissappointing so far. So far so good. Cheyyy..macam paham! But seriously, they made it to the quarter finals with no lost matches. IMPRESSED. Kaka, the only player that I recognised from 2006. HAHAHA. (nama je supporter brasil)

SIDETRACK. awwwww!

my dream...

ok back here. FOCUS! FOCUS! You guys watch it too? If yes, good! If no, WHY?!! You should, you know. I am not a football fan, I don't watch EPL or whatever leagues in this world but only WC. Well, it only comes once in 4 years. Enjoy while it last. The vibrants of excitement when watching WC with family and friends, and shouting GOAL I tell you, PRICELESS. The reason why I enjoy WC so much. Take this opportunities to spend quality time with your love ones.

Meanwhile, some WC eye-catching..

From Portugal, very proud Cristiano Ronaldo.

From Argentina, Messi. the best dangerous player.

AND AND AND! JENG .. JENG .. JENG!!
From MP, my personal best favourite player.

Ifwan Petrelli.

the one and only player who will say 'i love you' back at me.
*winks*

2010-06-21T14:57:00.005+08:00

Happy 5th baby!
I love you for everything that you are.
♥

2010-04-29T13:16:00.026+08:00

My retail therapy day finally arrived. One of my favourite thing to do every month and
it was spent with my favourite person, of course. But lesson learnt, guys can never
tolerate girl's shopping. They just suck at it. I said it cause i experienced it.

This guy of mine, he actually timed me while i was shopping at Fovever21!
Can you imagine! He took out his phone, stop the stopwatch and said,
"you took 38mins finally done with just ONE store." he repeated himself, "38 MINS, 1 STORE."
ooooookkkkk okkkkk! i know. i know... i knowwwwww!
He just couldn't get over it, i went in Forever21, 4 storey high store and in the end i only get 1 pant. AND NOT ONLY THAT! he complained Somerset 313 is soooo friggin far from Wheelock.
*hit my forehead* i give up! oh baby, you are so pampered.
guys patient tolerance, ZERO! offically.

FISHY BUSINESS.
and there, Fish&co. save his life. Hahahahaha!

Whatever it is, i still love you :)

seafood platter. fuh! i sukeee.......

my passion fruit drink.

IKEA! IKEA! IKEA!
I act like a child when it comes to Ikea. I love the showcase rooms, i love the things,
i love the designs and i'm crazy about Ikea. How nice if you just bought a new house
and furnish it with Ikea.
My dream home :)

Thank you for entertaining my needs and desires that day.

Prawn Business.
The next off day went to Farmway 3 for prawning! Totally fun. fun. fun.

Let's start with the bait. boyf said its chicken's heart.
i was like ??? oh ok!

Dilah setting up with her pole. where's Rizal? he should be doing this.
haha.

9 prawns got trapped in our hands. or should i say my hand.
try harder baby. LOL!

Where is Rizal when Dillah needs him the most? tsk tsk!
I had fun with the competition. I was most content when I got 7 prawns. Kudos mizah!
Dillah and Mizah had done a good job!
Girls rock! Boys drool! Boooooooooooo!!!!!!

AND! AND! AND! AND!
FINALLY!!!!

A'an!!!
Dapat jumpa dia after 1year plus?
everyone miss you.

2010-04-12T23:48:00.006+08:00

at 81days.
when i say i love you, i mean it.
you are the best thing ever happen to me.
you are my love. you are my joy. you are my happiness.
you really mean alot to me.
when i have you as mine, i couldn't ask for more.
i am glad to have met you as strangers, become friends and become lovers.
the feeling to love and be loved is great.

my feelings for you are real.
i love you ifwan.

2010-04-10T23:27:00.010+08:00

Here I am on saturday night, on my bed with my best company, Madoza my laptop. Time check; 2330hrs. Madoza is just so random I know. It just pop out of my mind. Random shit! Bloody bored thats it. I'm just being spontaneous right now. Type whatever in my head and get my fingers moving on the keyboard.

Now I'm thinking of what to continue with. Being spontaneous not so easy huh?
Lets start with my feelings shall we.
I have so much in mind, so much to say but to put in words... argghh! is too much to think.
Disappointed. my feeling right now. much or less, yes i am. Maybe girls just expect too much in life. But that's nature right, how girls are. They shouldn't be blame in a matter of fact. An effort won't kill you. Something guys should know, girls want something more coming from you. I am sure they'll appreciate.
Don't let me have the chance to say you ain't different from the others. Cause at this moment, you don't deserve the thought. I trust you. I believe in you.

my unhappiness left untouched. I just want you to feel how I feel. don't leave me in the dark and to find the way out my own, hmmm not nice.

So did I ask too much from you? I don't think so baby.

i love you.

2010-04-03T14:42:00.006+08:00

CLASH OF THE TITANS. IN 3D.
much awaited movie after quite some time. in 3D, its worth the kachings.
I loveee 3D movies. Love the graphics, the pictures. ARSESOME!
i suke suke suke suke sangat!

oh ya, went with boyf, the couple Rizal and Adilah.
the after midnight plan was kinda cocked-up. so clarke quay was it.
but had fun though. thankyou beautiful people ;)

The 3D specs was so superb that I see him so near, I nearly hug him.
bleargh! haha ha ha hahaha. penipu!

2010-03-30T12:03:00.025+08:00

COSMOPROF ACADEMY.
where it starts for a friend to pursue her dreams.
well done my friend, I am so proud of you. Sue.

She need models to fulfill her portfolio. I want to thank you for making me part of it.
well what are friends for kan. Amira and Onna had spent their spare time there too.
wish you success in life after this achievement.
always here to support you in whatever you do, dear friend.

Mizah HAD FUN.

2010-03-21T23:48:00.001+08:00

Today is Sunday. Today is Off day. Now, I can happily say Yesssaaa! finally sunday, the weekend(macam paham). Its been quite some time I had weekend off ok. Mind you!
Sunday plus rain put together, are simply baik kapeee! So let me tell you abit how I spent my Sunday at home alone. YES, at home a-LONE. Parents out to Malaysia. Laundry, dishes, sweep floor, tidy up are all under my hands believe it or not. Then settled down with Gossipgirl. Everything was nice except for the hungry stomach that I had the whole day. I ate junk all the way before getting a proper meal order, MacD of course. only then you'll get a happy Mizah.

Speaking of Gossipgirl, this guy blew me away.

He is Chace Crawford.

and to the beloved
Happy TWO.
am sorry for today, will make it up. i hope.

2010-03-18T00:20:00.004+08:00

On afternoon shift just now and only reach home at 2330hrs; singapore time. haha! It was blardy busy. My backbone almost broke just now. Any longer I'll be backbone-less! Chapek! chapek! chapek! I even got no time to eat my dinner. My last meal I took was at 11am(that's my breakfast) and just a cup of Milo at 3pm. Then, stomach was left empty till I reached home. Felicia bought my noodles at six and I only ate it at eleven-thirty! So left me, my super soggy beef noodles and a can of coke. a big 'L' over my forehead. There goes my day, post-night being an in-charge. How fun!

Tomorrow, I mean later aku morning! Haaaaaahhh! Wake up at 5am, have a bath and get ready to work. I've to wake up like what? 4-5hours time? yea. Jealous tak? Jealous tak? Jealous kannn......

k diam. be serious ok.

my other half is not so good today. How I wish I could make him feel better there
and then when he's at his lowest. cheer up baby! am always here. ily.

"Problems do not go away.
They must be worked through or else they remain,
forever a barrier to the growth and development of the spirit. ''

2010-03-16T13:18:00.002+08:00

I was searching through the net looking for some gorgeous designs for my
kebaya lace when I saw something beautiful and nice. Like these....

It's Maya Karin yaww! Maya Karin on her wedding. I just love her beautiful white lace dress. Simple yet gorgeous. Her husband, wearing traditional baju melayu. I like the combination, pretty much.

photography, nice!
compatible couple.

Oh Maya, what a beauty.
Lawa nye kau!!!

2010-03-15T16:42:00.007+08:00

THE FOURTH MARCH.

It's his birthday!
Sentosa. Azzura. Skyride. Luge.

Selamat Hari Jadi tua, baby! He he! Don't worry, its just a number. Don't panic. ily.

I love him and thats the beginning of everything.

2010-02-22T10:26:00.003+08:00

Horoscope Year2010
a friend send via email.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

On the other hand......

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

you always makes me smile. the one person, I look forward to everyday.
p.s: ily.

2010-02-19T17:52:00.008+08:00

Time for update, update and update.

But I've been getting lazier, lazier and lazier to blog.
What to bitch about? idk.

I am fcuking bored at home, right now. Not used to stay home and do nothing. DO NOTHING except for facebook, eat, sleep, youtube, lie down on bed, replying text messages and receive calls. To make the day worst, Mom have been nagging the whole day. Nag and nag and nag. never ending nagging can kill. I swear! Ya allah ya tuhan ku, hanya kau saja yang tahu. On my off day, why can't I just stay home peacefully. Why oh why? I just want to rest and enjoy

my off days after 6 days of working alternate shifts.

When I go out, you nag. When I'm home, you nag. Binget lah! stop all these please.

Tomorrow I'm out. I don't care! Date me out, anyone.

with love ♥

2010-01-18T17:16:00.009+08:00

Congratulations to Catarina and hubby on their newborn baby, Chloe.
I forgot her chinese name. Chloe is sooooo cute! born 2.8kg and 47cm tall.
Round face, all looks like daddy except for her nose, its mummy little nose.

Can I have my own ?

2010-01-08T16:16:00.005+08:00

MY DESIRES.

Belly piercing with the lovely accessories. Nice!

The hairstyle with the tattoo.

The fucking hot tattoo!

2010-01-06T00:36:00.005+08:00

I'm pissed and I'm irritated! Right now.
Back off and let me breathe for goodness sake!
Stop talking already cause whatever you sings from your mouth doesn't
make sense to me anymore. You're making me insane. GRRRRR!!!

2010-01-04T23:52:00.005+08:00

Problem. weight issues again. Ok boring topic, I get it. But somehow I can't help it. I want my big appetite back, I want my thigh back, I want my boncet back, I want my fats at my upper buttocks. I want my acceptable weight back. Makkkk!! At times felt so sad to see the girl in the mirror is me. Skinny. People around have been telling and even reminding me to eat. Thank you for your concern.

Something that you need to know about me.
1. I don't take breakfast or I'll get stomach upset especially on milk.
2. At work, I'll skip meal break if I'm super busy.
3. I am not a fan of chocolates, but I DO eat chocolates. choosy.
4. When I'm unhappy or stress, I eat less.

This is not funny anymore. Not cool either.

Bring it back, please.

Something random I pick up from the web.

Sometimes what you want isn't always what you get, but in the
end what you get is so much better than what you wanted.

Some people believe that holding on and hanging in there are signs of strength.
However, there are times in life in which it takes much more strength to just let go.

2010-01-01T16:32:00.001+08:00

TWO - O - O - NINE. over.
2 0 0 TEN TEN TEN TEN TEN TEN. welcome baby!

Time travels like train or shall I say plane. Its like everything is being fast forward. Many things had happen within this 12months of a year. The bitter, sweet, sour and even sparkling. There are some things that you can avoid but there are also things that you can't change. I'm glad that I've been surrounded by beautiful people. My parents, nonetheless always and forever there to support me. My family and cousins, your presence always brings a smile, brighten life. My beloved friends, the company, the comfort and the joy that I need. Love all of you to the very bits. I am currently contented with life.

I hope that Year 2010 brings a better year for me. New resolution. Hmmm... set me thinking. Does it help or does it even work? For some people, yes. To certain people, no. I'm neutral in this. I will make a few resolution for myself but not too serious about it. I will if I want to make it happen. You can't be all perfect in 365days right. Don't stress yourself unnecessarily.

Am so lazy to upload all the 2009 pictures. I will have it a special post next time, not today.

Countdown. Can you people believe that I was working afternoon shift on the eve of New Year and working morning shift on NEW YEAR! Of course lah you all believe. but wth! *big L on forehead* Its not anybody fault right now but I feel like a loser. LOL. My aim for New Year countdown, is just FIREWORK! I love fireworks, well who doesn't. If you don't, you seriously got no life. Hahh! So I went straight to Marina after work, watch firework and went back home soon after the gaga lights. wow! how fun! Aren't you jealous of that? Hahaha. Well, Hafiz said this to me, "Orang gila je pergi countdown, besok keje pagi." My friends give me alot of support, I love them all! After which, I got only 2 hours of sleep before work. I don't regret my actions last night. I still arrive work before time. Hmphh!

The 6th picture of Year 2010

with these people, countdown was arsesome!

2009-12-27T16:50:00.005+08:00

Its Sunday and I don't feel like it is. Alot of people say this, "Orang gile je kerja Sunday!" I hereby, would like to thanks all the people who had ever said that to me. I appreciate your concerns.

So tonight is my 3rd night, my last night. yay! I've been doing frequent night and I don't like it. Ask me if I want to do permanent night. HELL NO! Its damn tiring, I tell you. work, sleep, work, sleep. You will be too tired or too sleepy to go out during the day, so sleep is essential. I'm scared to have all the dark circles and huge eyebag! They are every girl's enemy. Agree? If no, tu kau punya pasal.

After night, OFF!!

2009-12-26T16:40:00.003+08:00

Hey there.

I'm back. I'm bringing sexyback.
Back back back back back! Welcome back, thankyou.
Been a long time huh? 2 months. TWO MONTHS. I have been a regular Facebook-er but not a faithful blogger. How could I? How could me???! K shut up Mizah, irritating. Should I blame work? No I can't. I work for a living and its not a torture cause at the end of the month I'm a happy labour like any other. If you know what I mean.

So this is my mini update.

at least aku update pe, diam uh!

2009-10-18T21:55:00.003+08:00

MYSTERY JAM 12TWELVE
Let me share with you one scary experience that me and mainly Boyf experience the other late night. True story. So here it goes. Boyf had an argument earlier that day. He came under my block without me knowing at about 12+(am). By the time everything between us had settled, there wasn't any transport service for him to get home, it was 2-3am. And this boy is so smart that he didn't bring enough cash with him. Everyone in the house was already asleep. There was no way I'm going down under my block at that hour to hand him the cash to cab home. So I asked him to wait, I will just drop the envelope of cash from upstairs. So when I didn't see him from my room window, I went to the kitchen window to look for him. He was not there, so I called, "Eh, where are you? Come over to 'kitchen' side, I'll drop it from here." Soon after he appeared and went off.

The next day he called, we chat over the phone. He asked me whether did I stand from other window of my house and look down at him from above. I said No. Then, he asked again, "Who was it then?". The moment he said, I had goosebumps. It was very creepy, I swear. He continued, "I stand there and I look up. I thought I saw you because you were looking down. I was wondering why you just stare and never signal to me anything or at least call me. Soon after that, I received a call from you. Then, I KNEW that was not you!" He mentioned that the background was dark and at that time, there was a disabled adult walking pass him. When he looked back, the woman figure was still there staring at him. It was dark but he knew someone is standing there!

From Boyf experience. It scare the hell out of me!

2009-09-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

MAD JACK - ED !

At last! dinner at Mad Jack with Boyf after craving for some yellow cheese and good food. Yum! Yum! The gigantic menu served with all the food pictures already cause the drooling.
Strictly food items below. So don't drool now.

2009-09-25T22:50:00.010+08:00

When a grown up

do the darnest things

to little kid.

It is not cruel, it is adorable.

2009-09-22T18:22:00.006+08:00

To all muslim readers of my blog and to all my love ones,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI !

Here I am, arranging my ten fingers asking for your forgiveness.(the ENGLiSH version) Forgive any wrong doings that I said or I've done may it be intentionally or unintentionally. Have a great Hari Raya.

Well, this year Hari Raya is very different from the past. Now that I start to earn my own money, green packets have to be distributed to my cousins, niece and nephews. From this year onwards, not receiving any. I am mentally prepared for all this. Haha! Used to have green packets in my hands and now NOTHING! wahlaoo! Only when it comes to Hari Raya I will tell everyone that I am a failer student, STAYBACK-er! 'I stayback ah, dorang tak nak kasi I continue next level ah, asyek repeat je N-level. U boleh kasi ah I duitttt...' Amcam, ok? WAKKKLLLLLLUU! K merepek. Move on.
This month, my money runs dry very quick. Camera have cost me alot, preparation for Hari Raya (clothes, shoes, hair) and not forgetting the green packets of $$$. Did I mention the veteran ones? No? So green packets are not only meant to be given to the young but to the elderly too. Those who are much in need, like my mom said 'if you can afford to give more'. Kocek aku kering! Put it this way, I am not complaining. This is only signs of anxiety. MAKLUMLAH. 1st year!

Happy AL and Hari Raya to me :)
But to think that pay day comes only the later part of AL, it is not so nice.

2009-09-08T00:09:00.007+08:00

Weight issues.

Yes, I am currently facing that problem now. I desperately need fats in my body. I'm undergoing depression because of this! Some people will say, at least you are not fat. Hello! Excuse me! Its not ok! Its not ok to be thin, definitely not!

Lets put it this way. I am fat, my body is fugly and its freaking hard for me to lose weight. People around are talking to you about your weight, your fats. bla bla bla. How does that makes you feel? Sensitive issue isn't it. Now, its very similar to be being thin. Don't you ever think that being thin is not a problem. IT IS A BIG PROBLEM for us thin people. I swear. You can ask around. Like how the fat ones have difficulties losing weight, we have difficulties GAINING weight. Because we have HIGH metabolism rate. Eat more? Tried of course. Eat supper at midnight? Tried. Drink washed rice water? Yes, tried. I mom recommend me to do this, she says it works.

Being thin is can also be problematic. Let me tell you something about myself. I can easily lose weight but very hard to gain weight. Let us see some theory for me to gain some weight.

But sadly in my case, this is the theory. Maybe?

I start to lose weight this year, when I started working. Sometimes at work, I skipped break time because I'm too busy if I am doing in-charge. Walking up and down the ward burns all the calories but no calories consume. Thats that. Now, its fasting period. worst I think! burning and burning calories but not gaining and gaining calories. sob sob.

MAKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! TOLONNNGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

Can someone bring me here? Please.
I can stay here the entire day accompanied by the blue sea water and blue sky with white sand and sun.
where my problems go away.
where my head will be much lighter.
where my mind and soul is at peace.

Just hope.

2009-09-03T23:14:00.001+08:00

Open your eyes bigger, yes wider. See something new here?
No? You are BLIND! Go visit a doctor and get your eye checked.
Or maybe you in denial because of jealousy? Haha! That cannot be helped.

What I'm trying to tell here is that, I GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN! Nampak tak? Nampak tak?
YAY! Fcuking L O L. Some of you might be showing a blank-irritating-so what? face right now. K STOP! S T O P! Next.

Ramadhan also known as fasting month is finally here. Today marked the 13th day fellow muslim berpuasa. Woah! WOAH! WOOAAAHH! Preparing for Syawal, Hari Raya? Not yet. I am still surveying Baju Raya. Geylang had the same concept Hari Raya clothes as last year. I didn't manage to find somethng different. Shoes? Not yet. Bag? Not yet. Seems like alot of things I have to get it done before 20 Sept. I'll make full use of my off days and morning shift to fullfil my list.

On a lighter, HAPPIER note, Adam is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ADAM NOR SALIM IS COMINGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! AAHHHHH!!!!!!!! and also his mom lah of course. Next week! Woooooohoooooooo! I am a happy girl(or lady). Happy happy girl(or women). Yeahhh! Adam awaits to be cuddle real rough, a hard pinch on both cheeks, a brutal bite on his buttocks, continous slap on his thigh. It feels like he is already here. An important note too, Adam is a 2 year old. Not a grown up, oh gawd! what were you thinking. hahahaha! If I do all that to a groen up, I can get myself jailed. Not worth it. not worth it. L O L!

Something to share about life.
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
- Mother Teresa

2009-08-04T19:00:00.002+08:00

Hello you, hello everyone.

Well well. Look who's here blogging. Have been missing for quite some time. I'm still here actually breathing. Lazy. The reason why there are lack update to this pathetic blog which only have 19 visitors per day on average. Work is also another factor that contribute to the laziness to update. Steping a new chapter in my life now, work. Work life is not as easy as it seems and not as enjoying as it seems. Currently dealing with work schedule every week. I actually need to make time for family and friends. So dear friends out there, if you want to make plan with me please make appointment. Yes, appointment! Sounds like some big fcuk right. Haha. At least inform me in advance if you guys have any event. Not like tomorrow is the plan, today you come and tell me. NO! So don't say I never tell you ah! I'll cut your throat! LOL.

Weekends is something that I don't look forward to anymore. Most of the time, after work, home. From home to work. Life has become lamer after since I enter woring life.
I am not complaining. Not complaining.

Here I am, an attempt to update my blog. By popular demand or shall I say request?
Sorry no pictures. My laptop decided to turn me down at time when I need it the most.
Ok, I just bought myself a new mp4 you see. So, to make it functional, I need to store at least some song. What can I do right? Even I beg down on my knees, doing AMITOTO AMITOTO before my laptop, won't change anything. ARGGHHH!!! Now my laptop whats next? First my camera, then my PSP, now my laptop. *sob sob*
muuummmmmmyyyyyyyyy.........it's overrrrr......!!!!
To get all this things fix is more heart pain. Argh! I need ECG stat! GTN if necessary. SOS!

I need a vacation please! STAT! STAT! STAT! STAT!

2009-07-11T21:56:00.006+08:00

I have something for you people.
The singing mom. Impressive! From mothers to children LIKE YOU!

EVIAN babies for you. yummy!

If you fail to crack up after seeing these video.
YOU GOT NO SENSE OF HUMOUR.
You are obviously suffering from major depression, so go screw yourself.
HAHAHAHA! ;)

2009-07-07T18:14:00.002+08:00

Congratulation to the newlyweds Cik Lin and hubby.

The wedding was held at commonweatlh crescent over at Cik Lin's place.
I got myself 10 bucks as chosen by Wak Acom to be the 'flower' girl(kendarat).
Another 10 bucks came to my hand after successfully "tahan" the groom side
before entering in to meet the bride.
It is a traditionally thing where the bride side will like hmm..'tahan' or
something like 'stops' before the groom get to met the bride over at the Pelamin
on the wedding day.
So ya, each of us ladies standing at the stairs got ourselves $10 from the pakcik

representing the groom side. Upon handing the envelope, can see Pakcik's hand trembling!

Pakcik pon nervous tengok wanita-wanita lawa berbaju merah jambu sedang mangacaunya.
Thanks eh pakcik manis. ahahaahaha!

Cousin sister yang semuanya tanpa segan dan malu taking pictures of their faces

when they are suppose to take my mom's pic.

My mom, the camera and her forever shut eyes for photo taking!

Here the cousins go again. Pabulous in pink!

Seriously, muka nad stop it. LAST warning! Hahahaha.

Humairah more known as Mai. Cupcakes at 5 while raining. Nice!

Kakaknye nak jugak! hahaha. busy packing food for her family while her mom and
my mom busy chatting. Rajin betul Kakak adila aku.

Here is the lovely cupcake. Cupcake in PINK too. ssweeettt!
Credits to Suriana Rabu for her sponsored cupcakes cum wedding cake.

I loovveee family wedding! EXCITING!

2009-06-26T10:28:00.004+08:00

I am still in disbelieve. The news of the death of pop star MICHEAL JACKSON is
shocking. It was hard for me to absorb it. Really.

I was awake by my mom and she said, "Mizah, wake up. Check out the internet if
Micheal Jackson died cause I heard it from my friends." I ignored it at first.
After awhile, I sat quietly thinking that maybe it is true. I dreamed of him last night, but
could not exactly recall what was the dream about.
So I went up my laptop to confirm. I was hoping that it was pure lies. I swear I didn't
want to the receive the death of the pop star. MSN webpage maximise up and the headline goes
'Micheal Jackson 1958-2009
King of Pop dies at 50'
I stared it for a few seconds. I called my mom over to show her the headline news.
That was the last thing we want to know. Sad and still in shock mode.

Nobody can ever replace Micheal Jackson. He is one unique species.
I heard that he is planning to go on tour. world tour? I don't know.
Right now, I wish I could watch his performance live and have the chance to hug him wherever I can.
Emotional entry, I know.

My king of pop, I LOVE YOU TOO!

May you Rest In Peace.
:'(

2009-06-18T12:19:00.003+08:00

How addicted I am to facebook?

92%. That is quite highly addicted. hmm....

This is a quiz to find out Mat & Minah name.
Hamizah Razali >>>>

Now lets see a few of my friends result that makes me crack!
So fcuking funny.

Ib Bam >>>

Yasmin Johari >>>

Muhammad Azmy>>>

Sulaizah >>>

Funny or what?! I cannot help laughing at those stupid results.
Hahahahahahaha! *stomach cramp*
Whoever came out with this quiz, may god forgive their sins.
Laughing Out Loud!!!

Another amusing quiz. 'Lu control mane pe area'
So this is the place where I take control .
CHANGI CARPARK!

Facebook. FACEBOOK. facebook. FACEBOOK.
This is what facebook can do to you. Bonkers!

You should have one of your own if you still doesn't have.
& I swear Facebook is not paying me for saying this.

;)

2009-06-16T12:29:00.011+08:00

Where is the BRIDE and GROOM?

This was what happen when the bride and groom were nowhere to be seen.
'eh faster faster take photo.'
Its cousin Saiful wedding. Congratulations.
Semoga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu. cheyyy!

* *

Now, lets talk about a NEW shocking news.
Till now, I cannot believe my eyes and ears!

PARIS HILTON & CHRISTIANO RONALDO !!!!

SPENDING THE NIGHT TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dating!!!

What the Fcuk is going on ! ! ! ! !
Ronaldo! Why Paris? Why the cheap bimbo slut?
yucks. The news disgust me, big time! I'm ultimately not happy with the news.
I first saw the picture at msn website at work, I was rubbing my eyes
making sure I'm a seeing a right thing before me. I was like WTFF!!!

Paris and Ronaldo??
Like a song and lyrics that doesn't make a good sound.
Like a poem the doesn't rhyme AT ALL!
Like sky and earth, the different is.

She is quoted by Britain's News of the World newspaper as telling him: 'We could be great together, you know.
We're both so famous we'd become even bigger than David Beckham and Posh Spice. We're way hotter and younger than them anyway!'
She told a friend: 'I told him I'm going to move to Madrid to be with him. I promised.'
The 28-year-old heiress thinks dating the 24-year-old soccer star is the perfect way to boost her profile.
A friend said: She knows if she wins over Ronaldo she'll be one of the hottest properties again.'
source from http://forum.lowyat.net

MAKKKAUUUU!!!!!!!

2009-06-12T23:35:00.004+08:00

Cousin Nadzirah engagement pictures as promise.

Cousin lup!

Not much pictures to upload lah. My camera creates problem to me.
*headache* This is all have in my facebook. Thanks to dadek and nadzirah for tagging.

I like the rose, very charming red colour. I simply love to look and touch it.

Next wedding to go in July 4 :)

* *

A must see CUTE video.
CLICK PLAY. click play. CLICK PLAY. click play. CLICK PLAY

So cuteeeeeeeeee! Silly silly parents of her. Nothing better to teach the kids
nowadays. I don't think this little kid has any idea who Jamie-Lynn Spears is.
Anyways at least it puts a smile on everyones face.
She is so adorable, with her GIGANTIC shades, lots of shopping bags with
the dog. It looks like the dog took control of her, not otherwise.
Hahahahahahaaaaa!

2009-06-06T22:57:00.009+08:00

Let me show something nice and amazing that makes your eyes pop!

These are Wedding Cakes.

They are all pretty ain't they?

**

Hilarious funny hilarious funny hilarious funny hilarious.

This new video from Heineken will make you 'HAHA!'
For those who don't have the time to watch TV, but have the time to read
my blog, this is for you. Commercial for you.

Just for entertainment :)

Hahahahahahahahahaa! Dia pon nak jugakkk!
Is that how guys react too? ;)

2009-06-01T19:13:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to my cousin, Nadzirah on her engagement with partner
Masagoes Md Noh. The feeling must be great right Nad?
Bring the relationship to the next level. BEST GITU KAN!!
In one or two years time, tie the knot and get official. *daydream*
Hahahahahahaha. Ter-amat jealous aku!

Photos of Nadzirah engagement will be upload soon. It all depends
on Suhaila's mood. Don't be lazy can or not? ;)

Today, I received news that the cakes and pastries from 'Royals'
has some food contamination. I just had the chocolate cake yesterday!
I had a bad tummy ache and experienced diarrhoea twice today.
I cannot confirmed whether the tummy ache is due to the food poisoning or menses. Lol.
For now, the pain has gone and my anal shuts and is at peace at the moment ;)

2009-05-30T22:51:00.005+08:00

COOL or whattttttt ? ?

Do you fall under the RISK TAKER group humans?
If no, don't. If yes, I salute you for being daring.
Cassie is one of them. (Before haircut)

Christina Aguilera in BLUE!

She looks good in blue hair, doesn't she?
CUTE. I like the overall looks.
But never in my life I will dye my hair in blue or whatever
eye glowing colors! Unless, its for photoshoot or wig!

I want to chop off my hair like her can?
Simple. pretty. cute.
Nursing, has influenced me to have short hair that I need not have to
bun and pin ups every time I start work. So I have less time making it neat and
looking at myself on the mirror to check how is my hair doing after hours of working.
My hair will look like cockroach, just messy. Like 'Edward Scissorshand' I can say?
Ohh No no no. That is too over! So yeahhh like cockroach running around the ward.
Macam siak rambut aku! It is true, nothing but the truth. hahahahaha!

Hair really matters you know. Just that I care less about them.
Its about time I need to pay attention to my hair.

* *

Work has been nevertheless the same.
What I know, your responsibility grows as days go by.

2009-05-24T15:39:00.017+08:00

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Go to Page 13, find Entry 642 and vote!

VOTE FOR ME!

For those who have vote, thank you so much!

2009-05-24T10:54:00.015+08:00

Friday evening after work. EL-SHEIKH.

Friday was my last morning of the week. 5 days of morning can literally die!
Next following day, saturday was my off day. So I need some 'getaway'.
Called up Hanisah for some plans, together with Ain.

The picture quality sucks big time because it was captured using Nokia
3.2 megapixel handphone camera. The reason being ...
MY CANON DIGITAL CAMERA IS DYSFUNCTIONAL!
It was fully my fault, NOT PARTIALLY. I was setting my camera to self-shot mode and placed it at
the shelf of the cupboard. Counting from 10..9..8..7..6..PANGG! It dropped on my cement floor
from a height! Heart-break *sobs*

I shall get it fixed it soon or maybe get a new and better one.
hmm..How about that?

**
Now, let me blog about someone whom I bumped into yesterday.
His name is Munir Daud.

I was at the clinic accompanying my friend to get her MC.I saw him walking with his black shorts
and listening to his Mp3. That was the 1st time I saw him in slacks. He had 7ELEVEN plastic
bag at his hand and he told me he was from the tailor shop just got back his altered jeans.

Here comes the FUNNY part.
I said,"Ohh.. Aku ingat kau dari 7Eleven beli barang, pasal kau bawak
plastic bag 7eleven. Tak tahu pulak aku, 7eleven ada jual jeans!(sarcastic)"
*In english: "ohh.. I thought you bought something at 7eleven, cause
you have 7eleven plastic bag. I didn't know that 7eleven sells JEANS down there!"

Laughing Out Loud!!!!

Please eh Munir, next time bring a proper bag, a paper bag
would be much more nicer than 7ELEVEN PLASTIC BAG!
Knowing that it contain unfolded JEANS some more!

To munir: So I have blogged about it
Watcha going to do now ??

2009-05-21T23:58:00.006+08:00

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give LOVE a bad name.
-Bon jovi

Why am I not sleeping at this time?
Why am I blogging at this hour, when I'm suppose to be in bed?
Eh hello!!!! go and sleep lah deyy.

2009-05-19T19:43:00.004+08:00

I'm exhausted from work, I had been doing junior work all the while.
I don't mind but the workload, I tell you is a silent killer.
I shall not complain so much cause its part of my work scope.

**

Folks, did I tell you that I fell recently. YES FELL AS IN FELL DOWN!
Eh, don't laugh lah ok. Its not funny.
Hahahahaha! Actually it is lah, I know. So grown up already and
I still doesn't know how to differentiate between slope and stairs!
I thought I was going down a slope, but I was wrong.
I happily happily walk down and in a quick second I fell on the stairs!

I was in pain due to the fall, instead of helping me get up on my knees,
my boyf cared so much about what happened, how I fell.
Very important at that moment!! I still have my bag pack over my head at the time.
MY BAG PACK OVER MY HEAD and he still kept asking..
"what happen?" "How you fall?"
People already in pain, bag pack OVER the head and nearly cry, can you do
something more meaningful, dear boyf.
I seriously feel like giving you one punch on your face lah that very moment.
Your critical thinking is very poor, I can see that. Hahaha.

In the end, I had blue black over my shin area, both of my legs.
I fell forward and luckily no fractures or dismantle of bones due to the fall incident.

Boyf can say, "Wah! This is very first time I saw you fall"
Wahhhhhhhhhhh! amazing is it to witness me fell?
You want me to make a fool of myself by tripping for no reasons everytime??

OK enough.

**

Read through my Hotmail, one email sent by my friend.
WHAT BABY ARE YOU?

91.599% are true.

2009-05-18T19:40:00.010+08:00

I had been busy and definitely lazy to update my blog entry.
Now that I am now assigned to the ward recently, it has been hectic, after quite some
time I last step in the ward area. DIM is a very super busy busy ward.
You can die there! I'm not at the verge there yet but observing the nurse in-charge
had shown me enough. But it is the place where can you learn the best you know.
You have the chance to really learn alot of things. Theoretically and practically.

Staffs down there are all nice and friendly. I hope its nice working with them.
All you need in your working area are people who are nice to work with, teamwork, fun and laughter.
The sisters are approachable too. Not talking about the SNM lah. I guess most
SNM are all naggy? Its natural so it didn't surprised me at all. :)

**
Boyf and I had dinner together at Habib's. The long craving TOM YAM SOUP!
Fuh! I like!

muka terperanjat, takle angkat..

**

Attended the Birthday party at Pasir Ris Costa Sands.
Nur Amira, the birthday girl :)

Nur amira.

My tiny mini present for her, so we decided to take a picture of it.
Haha! It may be small but its the thought that counts.
I heard she likes it, so glad.
The big boy (with the peace sign) above, an extra calefare!

Sulaiha with her two princess.

since secondary school. the babes!

**

Can 25th come faster?!

2009-05-12T21:58:00.003+08:00

Finally graduate!
Yaaabeeeddaaabeeeduuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!

Here, with my parents and aunt. Graduation held at Convention centre.
I want to thank my parents for all the support in any ways that you've given.
Much appreciated :)
Photo-taking session was major. Everyone was taking photo here and there.
Everywhere you go, camera and flash.
Wah! Feeling superstar for a moment. Paparazzi all over the place.

My girls since Year 1. Much love.
Yasmin known as Bonc! She and her short forms and whatsoever word
she can come out with. The girl I thought was a Chinese. She laugh like nobody's
business, johor people can hear her from Ngee Ann. yeah that loud.
Purple! & 'that guy is HOT la siaaa'.. Nyekss!

Fee, her long name Nur Hafeezah Subaini. The short people around.
When she's talking behind, we would usually make fun of her.
"eh, I hear someone talking, but nobody's there." cause we only look straight.
Hahahaha! you get the joke? Yes? No? Never mind. hahaha.

Gail, gailey is her other name we called her. She was the 1st person I met and
made friends with. The 1st! She was friendly. And I guess she's the most
punctual among all. She will either come on time or earlier.
I must thank her for what she did when I cabot-ed so many lectures and classes.

We miss Khai though! We wish Khai were there too with us.
Khairiyah begum.

Andrew Teresa Cassandra. Every new lecturers will call her by ANDREW.
hahahaha. That is her 1st name lah!
Got closed to her starting of Year 3. Funny Andrew!
See the sight of her in school, never failed to laugh at her stupid remark.
In other ways, you suck my blood! hahaha. No lah you shake my world lahh.

Miss Chua.
She was my Year 1 NSL practical teacher. I LOVE HER OK!
I mean it, I don't lie. She is quite a cool and calm teacher.
She is very patient. In her NSL practical, she gave her best and she would
make sure each and single one of her student understand her teaching.
She would want a return-demo, patiently teach the correct way.
She is very friendly. She will smile and approach you 1st no matter where you are.
Cause some lecturers are not like that.
Miss Chua does not favor any students. I love her for that!
My Ideal Lecturer :)
Congrats on the award that you've received.

CONGRATULATION TO ALL HSN GRADUATES!

2009-05-10T09:49:00.004+08:00

Anugerah Auditions.

AKU JOIN! hahaha.. No lahh. I sing? Buat klakar peee.....
Too many awards already, give others chance lah. HAHAHAH. LOL! Diam ah Mizah!
Its not me who get selected for the audition this week but a cousin of mine.
I went to support my cousin Nazilah Ibrahim.
She was among the 200+ who auditioned to be the final 50.

We, on the way in the cab to Simei. Nenek not in picture, at passenger seat infront.
Luckily the Apek taxi allowed all to sit us in his cab. We got over exceed pax.
Preety obvious. Like sardines.

Us at the 3rd floor from the stage. Center view, it was quite nice and clear view
even though it was from above. Good spot there!
Nenek parked her wheelchair at the perfect lot.
Nenek with wheelchair also came down all the way to Simei to support her granddaughter
you know! BAEK AH NEK! wah caya sama luu..

So we were all sitting on the floor comfortably having food and drinks.

These kids were extremely misbehaving themselves.
Running around the entire place, fighting among each other.
haiyoo..Manyak susahh loh ini budak-budak...

As you can see, here are all the contestants waiting for results to be announce
by the judges. Fiza O & K.C were calling name by name to arrange them accordingly.
It took them nearly an hour to get settled for the results announcement. Wahh!
Waste time! Waste time! waste time!

Here are the 50 contestants that get through to the next round.
They still need to audition on the following day which is today to get to next round.
The results for tomorrow's audition will be on TV.

Zilah in white. She's one of the 200+ contestants who got selected.
Happy for her. I guess I'm the only supporter that shout, I mean SHOUT OUT
LOUD CHEERING for her. WOOOO!!!

The supporters. Those who were there yesterday.
:)

Zilah, give your best today.
I want to watch you audition again but Simei is way too far.
much loves.

**
To my beloved mother, Latipah Umar.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !
I sayang you.

2009-05-06T18:53:00.008+08:00

Yesterday went to catch Xmen Origin: Wolverine at Lido Classics.

Ignore the 'May 1', I copy paste from some source. Overall, the rating for this
movie is 4.5/5. Hugh Jackman, took away my breath! His hot beautifully built body
makes me melt and drool. Well, not to the extent of saliva all dripping from
my mouth lah, when my boyfriend was sitting next to me. Can I ? I don't think so.
I'll get myself killed.

Like this!

Hahahahaha. Friday The 13th.
Starring: Hugh Jackman again, Miszah Dealova & Wentworth Miller.
Wahh.. Heaven!

**
Let me proceed with the disappointing news that we were hit with.
GRADUATION DAY IS POSTPONE!!!!!!!!!!
UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!

Waaaahhhhhhhhllaaaaaaaaoooowwweeeeeehhhhhhh!!!!!!
Knnccb!
ARRRGGGGGH!!

All thanks to swine flu! SWINE!
When we're going to graduation, nobody knows. The rest from all courses
get to graduation from next Monday onwards. Ours? Rejected bunch can.
Just because we were exposed to hospital. Sadly, we don't get to graduate with the rest.
The last. We were actually relieved that it was postpone and not canceled cause
we got different SMS, different info. All kecoh already!

**
Despite the shocking news, there were colouring competition going on.
Put aside everything else. Here's something to cheer us up.

Hilda final piece.
Well, thanks to her who brought out this M.A.C colouring sheets.
She's the last to finish. It last, I think about 3hrs. She really put her
heart and soul to it. HAHAHAHA! bravo.

Sulaizah final piece.
She is just plain lazy to use the colour pencils provided, she used markers.

Farah final piece.
She used the colour pencils but very minimal. Member trying to
save the earth and environment. Hahahahah! macam pahamm
"might as well don't colour it at all"

Finally mine. No comment.

**

Do you have this at home?

I can't wait to beat it, when the PS3 is back from 'clinic'.
Its gonna be fun!
jyeahh!

2009-05-01T10:37:00.004+08:00

Happy Labour Day ! to all the working people.

I work for only 14 days and am enjoying my labour day already now. So good ah.
Its not the weekends for me, I still need to come back on Saturday for foundation program.
This is not school where you can negotiate with the lecturer to carry the hours earlier. NO!
So tomorrow at 0800. Sunday off. Power lahh.

I am currently at home now, blogging this entry. All alone in the house.
Plan for today? Aku tak tahu.
Ok tadaa!

happy labour day....

everyone :)

2009-04-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

Swine flu outbreak!
Why now? When we just started joining the industry. WHY?
Extra precaution measures have to be taken in the hospital, in the ward.
I and all the nurses are heavily affected. To be frank, I became paranoid of
containing the virus that some other random people might spread.
Even when walking with nursing uniform to and fro hospital, I find it awkward.
People around knows that you work in hospital and they are scared that we might spread
the virus to them. They will be standing a distance from you. Wah, thanks ah!

So to all the pork lovers, please note that swine is pig pork,
it is BABI. Not halal flu. haha.

Lame joke in path lab: No need flu, your face already like SWINE!
hahahahaahaha!
swine is now the 'in' thing.
swine.swine.swine.swine.swine.swine.swine.swine.swine.swine.

Good news! I had been posted to the ward that I wanted. woohooo!
Syukur alhamdulilah, amin.
Yesterday was the first day I step into the ward as a SN.
Wish for the best :)

Assalamualaikum.
Once a upon a time in patho lab, there live two Arabic nurse.
What you can see is only see their beautiful eyes(ignore the hands).

As you can see, unlike the other nurses you see behind, they are
very well mannered. They cover their head. They greet and they are so polite.
(once again ignore the bare hands!!!) They are role models for new nurses.
Now they showed their face to let you see their features, just in case.
JUST IN CASE !

*peace*

2009-04-26T20:09:00.004+08:00

Off day was spent at Home sweet home. No where else. No plan whatsoever.
So Facebook was where I spent the day. Upload new pictures, write on
friends wall, comment on friends quiz, comment on friends pictures, do some
stupid quizzes, write notes that friend had tagged and play games like
Pets Society and many more.

I just figured out yesterday about my newly added application, PlayUno.
It is a classic game of Uno cards where you can play with global Facebook owner.
You see, I don't need siblings just to play Uno and need not buy myself the Uno cards
which can cost me a few bucks. Since I am so free....

I have yet to win any games. Argh!

Second week of Foundation Program coming up.
Allocations will be announce ! ! *faint*

Tomorrow, I got a date. heh.
Good night! I am going to watch AIM on tv3 :)

2009-04-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

Coming soon.

catch STAR TREK on 7 May 2009.

2009-04-23T20:51:00.006+08:00

4 days down, we are left with 17 days to go. Jia yuo!!

I already present with pressure sore Stage 1. Woaah! pantat berkilat sit for long hours.

Some lectures are can-bring-me-to-sleep. I tried to keep my eyes wide open to give
my full attention to what the speaker is teaching and jotted down whatever useful
information. If the topics are too boring, I'll divert to my art and crafts. Sketch here,
sketch there, sketch everywhere. Oh macdonalds had a farm e-ya-e-ya-oh!
Enough lah Mizah, stop all of your nonsense right here right now.

Ok, so other than sketching and scribbling on papers, Hilda came out with something
so-very-the-nonsense random idea. She said,
"Eh, I write a 'love letter to you' on your notebook as some other guys name
Izuddin. Can ah? Can ah? So when your Boyf happens to look through the notebook
pages, he will see, ' oh my gf is cheating on me', get jealous and break up with you.
Please ah mizah, please ah..........."
hahahahahahahahahahahahah!!

Hilda. GILA punye pompan! Tebiat ......
What I do? Just go with the flow. Layan kann...

So she wrote first to me. sorry explicit.

I replied back the 'love note' from "Izuddin"

Jiwang(very emotional) note there. Hahahahahahahaha!

Hahahahahahahahaaha!! Merepek.
*bapok siam what we jokely call her. ;)

She pass to me. "Ah nahh amek kau, ni Izuddin dah marah!"
Laughing Out Loud!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Call it crap, call it stupid. I call it boredom!

2009-04-20T21:58:00.010+08:00

20th April 2 O O 9.
Today marked the 1st day of being a Staff Nurse.
Ahhhhh!! crazyyy..
When we saw each other, we were smiling from ear to ear.
Happy banget gitu lorr! Take out the camera and szzappp.... phototaking.

The first day of foundation programme is quite major. Starts at 8am, end at 430pm.
Lectures topics are so dead dry and we are seated on hard wood bench.
My buttocks crying for help and sympathy."tolongg aku!!" If it can talk, I tell you!
So far it can only clap. If you know what I mean. Hahahahahahahahahahaha!
Well well, we need to exert ourselves for the next 21days.
Long way to go. Pelan-pelan kayuh lah eh kawan kawan.

Our allocations are to be announce. We have to wait till Friday or next week Monday.
I tak sabar tapi I nervous gile beb, wa cakap sama lu!

Do you mind? You hands please. At the wrong place at the wrong time.
Hahahahaha! HILDA!!

Mary and me. Isolated un-sponsored nurses. So pitiful.
And if you notice, my beautiful made name tag! Thats the name tag I'm talking about.
Eh, thanks to everyone who laughs and makes fun of it, calling me LOSER.
I appreciate it quite alot! very thoughtful friends I have. Laugh some more lah, laugh!

I give up lah! Still got time to play poker cards.
Eh deyyy.. Staff nurses already lah. HAIYOOYO YOYYOYYO!
Walaooo! never ask me to join in.....

:)

2009-04-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

Today I was supposed to attend a wedding ceremony but since the people
that I can go with have other last minute plan which is so irritating.
I really wanted to attend lah, like desperately want to go!
Mom asked me, "Kau tak pergi?"
How can I go all the way to Pasir Ris alone and eating all alone.
I felt guilty, God knows why. I have been invited via wedding card post to home mail
address some more. It is one of the staff nurse wedding by the way if it keeps you
wonder why this wedding is situated into a big fuss. Haiya! you don't understand.

ANYWAYS Congratulations to Nurazlin Saat :)
Selamat Pengatin Baru!

TOMORROW, be prepared!!
jyyeaahhh!

2009-04-18T23:21:00.005+08:00

First and foremost, let me talk about work which is starting on the 20th April.
Monday is coming in 2 days. Two days! In fact, one day left by the time I finish typing
this entry. (time now: 23 49). Aaaahhhh!!!! ONE day! aaahhhhh!!
One day left to sleep very late. One day left to wake up super late.
One day left to use my lappie as much as I want. And many more.
Left one day.

On a happier note, I am seeing my fellow nurses friends on Monday.
We all gonna be in new uniforms, massive cam-whoring of course. I am so SEXcited!!
I can't wait! Aku tak sabar!

One month of orientation. Wah piang ehh!

So I have prepared myself with these things..

I have yet to get a sweater. Mak!! I want sweater!

I will you guys on Monday! you know who you are.
Wooohooooo!

2009-04-16T00:10:00.001+08:00

A birthday shoutout to my dearest friend, Azmy.
Happy 21st Birthday !
"Lu lah kawan sejati gua dunia akhirat bebb !!!"
Actually was yesterday, but I already did wish him through SMS lah horr.

I shall treat you once the money is on my hands ok sahabatku!
Sorry I got no other picture than this, I know your face look very the besar.
Never mind lah, who cares anyway! Siape nak tengok muka kau yang tak semene-mene tu.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha ! !

yours truly,

2009-04-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

V to the B.
Victoria Beckham.

The famous fashion icon. One of my favourite female celebrity.
I was browsing through magazine and saw her latest thing.

So I was like wuuuoooo! Takle angkat lah siakk! hahahaha.

Take a look at her FASHION STYLE. JAW DROP!

I want to steal her wardobe !
KILLER heels!
KILLER looks!
KILLER glasses!
KILLER designers clothes!
Everything on her is a KILL!

HOT MAMA! HAAWWWTTTT !!!!!!

dvb
The most trendiest couple ever! suit perfectly.
*faint*

Her HAIRSTYLES.
Unique, beautifully cut and style.
The hair every women dying to have. I want to hire her hairstylist!

LAWAAAAAA KAPEEEEEE ? ? ? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !! !
I suke sangat sangat!

I'm a fan. :)

2009-04-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

I just need someone to talk to, someone to listen but don't know who to tell.

As I am lonely, I need someone there for me.

I should not complain as this is what I choose and this is what I want.

My heart is hurting, nothing much can be done.

Only which I keep all to myself.

2009-04-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

• P E E K TURE(S) •

from villa koi.

Karoake. slack. banana fritters. chendol.
was FATabulous!

Swimming during the day and night.

Swimmer #1 Nadia from Jurong. *claps*

Nadiah waving to the spectators.
Laughing Out Loud!!

Swimmer #2 Mizah from Cck. *clap* *claps*

Swimmer #3 Jumiah from Woodlands. *claps*

We cracked up all the way before getting into the water. HA HAHAHAHAHA HAHA ! !

Another competition, Zilah, Afiq, Nadiah & myself. :)

The TWO team. APPLE & ORANGE JUICE.
3 missing from this picture taking.

The catfights. Our rival.

Those international swimming competition, volleyball in the water, the most
exciting game where no rules are applied and the relay competition between
teams are so much FUN! It was unforgetable.
I want some more!

2009-04-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!

In case anybody miss me out there.

Been and back from Johor Bahru AGAIN! Ha ha aha haha!

Minah johor wannabe or what?

I've been frequently going JB since my aunt own a house down there.

Most all of the relatives came over this weekend.

Happening days and nights. LOVE IT!

Gathering like this should be plan more often please.

Pictures will be upload soon when Nikman send all to me.

Actually, I brought my camera BUT being SLENGER bin BELO,

upon reaching, I realised that my MMC missing.

BECAUSE I forgot to bring. Keep up the good work, Mizah!!

I'm fatigue and need some sleep.

I want to talk on the phone but my boyf got no time.

*fake about-to-cry smile*

G O O D NIGHT !

2009-04-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

THREE FATTY I ADORE.

RIYAN. He was so engrossed playing my psp; Crazy taxi.

The cute thing is, he thought it was a car racing game but in this game he had to

pick passenger up and send them to their destination within the time limit.

He continued playing how he wants it to be, car racing GAME.

CUTE LAR YOU.

IZZUL MIRZA. Him again :)
He has grown from 10kg to 11kg! The doctor said he has OVERgrown!

AND this fatty here. fatty fatty boom boom.
Those fats underlying beneath the skin, you have to get rid of that fast.
If not, your body will suffer from the tightness of your clothes, everything will suffocate.
You need to get back in shape, baby.
oops sorry.

Many THANKS to Humairah. Thanks for the accompany from Connection One to
SNB, from SNB to Connection One. It took us nearly 4 hours to get everything
settled on the registration. Brian, the Human Resource staff issued me with
my NEW name tag. AND guess what la?

Typo error! HAMIZAH RAZAU !!!!
Laughing Out Loud!

Since when, since when did my dad change his IC name?
Since when I got a new father?
Who in the world would name their son RAZAU?
In my whole 21 years of living, never I heard a name called RAZAU!

Now, I am left with no choice to use the temporary name tag that they've
given me. All my nursing friends, please don't laugh at me on the 20th APRIL.
One word, LOSER.
S H A DDD A P A R R RH !!!

thanks again :)

2009-04-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

To the brother yang paling terok in the world,

1stly, you suck!

2ndly, you suck too three four five!

3rdly, you suck many much more!

4thly, you should not treat your family like your little dwarf.

5thly, you are not a big fcuk like your body is.

6thly, don't even think about punching others, you are the one who should get punch instead.

7thly, you're insensitive towards people surround you.

8thly, you are a big brother in the family, act like one.

9thly, you are NOT, I repeat NOT living alone in the house.

Lastly,It is time for you to believe in KARMA.

I may not know you well. Even for one day I've seen it myself.

If you read this, better still !

AND for you, yes YOU.

I've tried my best to cheer you up but to no avail.

All I want was to make you feel better.

That was best I could and so I failed.

I am sorry :(

You pour your problems to me, I hear you out.

When I started giving some opinion, you shut me up.

I may not know your people, you need not say that you know.

I can understand that you are not in your best mood.

please don't choose me as your side effect.

I feel the pinch.

2009-04-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

Something happened within net surface between bloggers.

The other party at fault, apologised through the blog entry.

So what more do you expect and flood the tagboard for.

In my opinion, this is like soooo childish can?

One did a mistake, and some others are so overacting!

This sounds SO primary school. Something like this,

'Orhh Hoorrr....you copy...I tell teacher..'

'Teacher..you see..she copy people answer.'

and the next thing you know everybody isolates and badmouthing you.

Come on lah, act maturely.

Keep your eyes close & hear the voice dance.

To boyf, close your eyes, imagine me singing to you. :)

2009-04-04T15:22:00.000+08:00

from left jeremy, amira, humairah, nurasilah, khamisah, hamizah, vinod.

back to back, my fellow canberrans.
another petite reunion for dinner planned by non other than
our bollywood calefare, Vinod Kumar Yadaw s/o Ramsing!
thank you for that.

what can we all do when all get together, if not catching up and exchanging our life story.
You can hear chit-chats, laughter and see us camwhoring in the view of others
around us. so what? we were in our world, nobody matters.

When Vinod starts talking about a NEW topic, its a culture shock.
The reason being, what you can hear from him was just BOLLYWOOD, bollywood and
bollywood. He can go on forever just talking bollywood and his Madhuri Dixit.
So yesterday was something NEW and unexpected.
ADULT channel.
He shared and questioned us about it.
VINOD, was that you yesterday?

naughty, naughty vinod. ahahahahahaa.

2009-04-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

MY BOYFRIEND AND ME.

Our 51st, me and boyf went to watch COMING SOON.

My finale rate for this movie is 7.85 out of 10.

SCARE THE HELL OUT OF YOU!

ok abit exaggerating there, but yeah its frightening.

Most of the movie scenes were in cinema threatre as well so there is reasons why

my eye balls were not totally focused on the screen, it went right, left, down and up.

The ending though was not that well done.

I thought of something more neutral.

SEDIA MAKLUM.

Laughing Out Loud.

Me: I tak tahu nak makan ape nanti, LJS(Long John Silver) ke Banquet.

Boyf: LJS ar, it is cheaper. Limit-limit $4 jee....

Me: Eh hello, sedia maklum! LJS sekarang $5-6 eh!

WAH! Bahasa melayu cannot carry.

later......

Me: Come la, lets buy our popcorn and drinks first.

Boyf: SEDIA MAKLUM, we still have another 15 more minutes eh!

ahahahahahaha!! COPYCAT!

APRIL FOOL day.

One more thing, as you people know yesterday was APRIL FOOL day.

Boyf tried his ever best April Fool prank on me which I say cannot really make it

to the final. ahahahaahaaaha!

Voice call,

Boyf: b, I cannot be with you anymore. I really can't.(normal tone)

Me: *puzzled* hhuuh? whhyyy?

Boyf: I feel pressure la, you want this, you want that and at the end of

it I fail to make you happy. We break up ah!

Me: what?! serious? sumpah?

Boyf: sumpahhh....

Me: ErRRr...aaaa..OO...K

Boyf: hahahaahahaha! APRIL FOOL!

Over the phone, *showing a FLAT face*

I nearly faint la, somebody HELP!

Laughing Out Loud!! LMAO!

WTH is that?! April Fool with not a convincing voice.

Why of all pranks in thw world, you chose that one? HAHAHAHA!

TRY HARDER BABY.

I think I can do better than that.

*sticking my sexy tougue out* to you!

Love you.

2009-04-01T16:06:00.001+08:00

diy . cat . miszah . syasha .
munir.

diy after work.

cat's off day.

syasha's getaway break time.

munir before booking camp.

my always free time before work starts.

biaselarrr.

Pastamania for dinner, cat's treat. YEAH!

thanks catarina anak josseum(betol tak aku spell?)

Who chose pastamania? The ex-pastamanian of course, our dear diyanah.

Its been so long I tasted pasta. mine was chicken spicy(was that it?) yeah.

I ordered and ate it but I don't even care the dish name. ehhhh I lupa kann, u niee.

I actually copied diy :)

I am unsure about the dishes to choose from the cardboard menu so

I'm not taking the risk of choosing the bad ones.

follow my lead !

Movie at night, Confession of a shopaholic.

Left only Cat, diy and myself. syasha left for work. Munir left for camp.

Later, after movie Cat was not feeling very well. she had a bad tummy ache.

I offered to buy ENO for her since she was in pain.

At 7eleven, I grabbed an ENO and mineral water bottle and queue up.

When I was my turn at the cashier counter #2, the couple beside me gave a stare at the ENO.

they must be like WHATT?? what this girl using ENO for in town at night, dressing so nicely.

(ok, dressing so nicely tak perlu, melebihhh)

my 'if' reply will be: why? cannot IS IT???!!!!

Thanks for coming down for the MEET-ing.

sayang-sayang.

2009-03-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

So impatient about the meetups later with the girls and a SOUL boy.
H O O R A Y !
aku can't wait for tonight's event.
dinner and movie sounds so BLASTING G G.

GEEEEEEE. . .. .. .. excitinggggg!

O.o
.___''___,

2009-03-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

Lets talk about today.

I was supposed to collect my transcript in school.

I came down rushing with sulz to get on time from school to SNB before 3:30pm.

Wendy said that since I had already signed the contract, they will pass it to

HR. thanks eh school. you make my day lar!! waste my bloody ez-link.

Aimless plan after that, we head town. Hanisah went to meet her Fahmy.

Sulz also went off to meet her Ainul. So left me, a lost soul in town.

I texted Azmy if he can meet me earlier and he replied 'no problem'.

His boyfriend, Neil were there too. Its more like I joined them.

confirm dalam hati "eh, sebok seyy nie pompan!"

whatever k, I don't care cause I am not going to be in a lost world

in town all alone with no wawasan.

I joined them for dinner at INDO PADANG. The food there are extremely

finger licking good ecspecially the sambal! OOOOOOMG!

Neil went up to the cashier where he can just asked for the bill.

AND he settled the bill. T H A N K Y O U, neil.

Free food are the best.

Malays always make this joke, "Sedap tak? sedap kan? pasal FREEE!!"

Somehow or rather the lame theory is true. Agree?

Azmy and I went NUH to visit his father who is warded in ICU.

Ironically, he fall sick to critically ill and became unconcious after he went fishing

5-6 days ago. His family have not seek or consult any 'bomoh'.

Well, you might not know. It is whether you believe in 'supernatural' or not.

2009-03-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

When I am angry, I talked so much.

When I am frustrated, I cursed so much.

When I am mad, I failed to hold back my tears.

When I am furious, I might hurt others by saying something that is not very nice.

when nobody starts to care, you call me.

when nobody is around, you find me.

when you are alone and scared, you beg me.

But if I talked so much, do you open your ears and listen?

But if I cursed, are there chances that you will get hurt?

But if I cried, will things change for the better?

But if I hurt your feelings, are you in pain?

so why am I still here and bothered?

2009-03-28T15:04:00.000+08:00

Today is EARTH HOUR day.
20:00
switch off your lights for 60minutes.

Will I play my part tonight?
. . . . . . . .. .. .. .... ... ....
Why not? I shall help to save the earth ! jjjyeaah!
Do you FEEEEELLL meeeeee now ?

Muhammad Azmy Bin Sukiman,
Hope u hold yourself together after what had happened.
Always hoping for the best for your dad's health.
Pray he will gain conciousness soon.

Nur Amira, sorry I couldn't come down to Zirca to support you.
Guess everything runs smoothly well and
eventually you could overcome your nervousness.
I'll get Su to update me. :)

2009-03-28T02:05:00.000+08:00

Have you guys heard the news, read the newspaper or even went to read up

NorfasarieBhaihaki's(did i spell it correctly?) blog?

Oh man. Its pathetic how typicals malay s'porean can judge just by a picture.

It was just a picture taken by them with Norfasarie showing off only her pregnant belly and

her hubby touching it together with her hands. Just another family picture.

I don't see anything that is 'kurang sopan' and 'tidak mengikut adab melayu'.

I'll do the photoshoot someday too. It is called photography, it is called memories.

Its not like it is captured naked and doing sex.

How 'KOLOT' can these typical melayu can get.

Their life, their privacy, their business.

Do your thing, stop intruding people's life. Care more about your own life,

cause it is equally not perfect neither.

To the kolots that happened in my life, take this as an advice.
☺

2009-03-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

I've been away from home lately for so many days and getting lazy to update my blog.

After 2 days for KL, then in JB 5 days! Now, chalet 3 days.

I have not been sleeping in comfy bed and pillow.

I miss every part of my room.

wild night chalet.

true or dare. bbq. exaggerating ghost story. we found DILDO

at someone's bag. ahahahhaaahahahahhaaha.

WTF that someone bring that for!

and the colour is BLACK!

but we only use the dildo once, for hariz. Lick that shit.

yucks!

" it taste rubber! "

first night.

2nd night - bbq night

On the 2nd day I was seriously unwell until I need to go GP.

Thanks to Hanisah who came out with the idea of putting a warm

towel to my bloated tummy.

Thanks ayu and khai too. Sorry guys, I was not able to join you people

to help out with the stuff.

Thanks to Boyf for coming down in the morning.

He bought me Prata, Milo packet powder and make me Milo,

he rubs my back with vicks, he went out to fill the flask with hot

water at the 'water dispenser' for me, he brought panadol and force me to eat

which I omit and he was the one entertaining my fussiness.

Thank you baby. Aku itu sayang banget sama kamu dehh.

MUACKS!!

2009-03-22T20:35:00.000+08:00

Been and back from our neighbouring country, M'sia. JB, more specifically.

Stayed 4 days 5 nights. I thought it will be just 2 days 1 night kind of thing ya know.

Staying over at aunt's terrace but not so bad after all.

Where exactly did I spend my time at?

Swimming at Villa koi for straight 3 days. Bowling for RM2 per game. Fcuking cheap!

Karoake session at a birthday party. So the microphone is mine for that night.

Just name it, lagu asli, dangdut, jiwang, slow rock, I sing all. I have the chance to play

pool as well, with the kids. hahaha. This party house have a pool table at their living room.

fun kapeee!

on top of all, everyhting is free.

That is the most important.

2009-03-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

My 5five Top List misses.

#1 ADAM

I miss this little boy enormously much!

Looking back at his peaktures and videos makes me miss him more!

aaaaaaaaghh.. GERAM!

adam inside the washing machine. :)) start, detergent, spin

and we ready to wash him.

CUTE!!!!

#2 Year One in Np.

according to who I met first:

Gail. Yasmin. Syikin. Fee. Yan. Khai. Ghazzaly. Hariz(not in pictures)

I miss P10 and T05.

at level 3 cabot lectures. late for class. very long break at yellow gate.

counselling letters.
Joke of the century from Shi An to Khai

'' Khairiyah. . . . you should keep long hair like hamizah.

wear skirt. Don't try to be a boy. later people

they don't like you, they fight with you how?

I like this *Shi An's voice* Khairiyah..........

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

#3 Theebatharan

It has been 2 years and I still miss you.

You will always always stay in our mind, marked in our soul.

*cries* we all miss you.

#4 My dear SK crew.

I miss working with you people lar k.

You all rock my world! My bitches and my dudes.

I know all had been occupied lately and I even can't recall when

was the last time we went out together.

I ♥ you guys. please plan a meet up, BEN.

Do what you do best, JAR JAR BENG!

#Last but not least,

My best bitch in the world!

Nurul Huda. ooooopss!

eh pompan, eh sorry2 eh wanita yg ber-anak satu,

aku MISS kau ok! banyak-banyak skali.
I can understand nurul been SO busy with Lynn and hubby.

we use to sleepover at each other place.

used to run to her if problems revovled around me.

used to talk over the phone for longest hour.

we bitch. we cry. we laugh. we merepek. together.

tolong eh, tolak haikel ketepi bole? favor favor.

*singing* rinduuuuuu....rinduuuu....serinduuu....rinduuu..nya..aaaa....!!

2009-03-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY!

Getaway to KL and Malacca.
Family trip. It is rush hour shopping.
I hate to rush, seriously. Time constrain and we are not satisfied.
Massive jams and heavy rain make it worse.
What I've learnt from this is, NEVER go on holidays when it is
school holidays for both countries. NO!
The second trip to KL and Malacca.

Shopping is the best part of KL at Petaling street and Masjid India.

And of course I took a lot of pictures. A must!

Morning breakfast at the hotel.

Upon reaching our hotel room. Shared room with cousin Zilah.

When we got in, "WOOOOOOOOOoooooo!!!!!"

excited to see our room, when went crazy jumping on the bed and

began to take pictures.

Later Mom asked, "Kenape pekek macam orang gila?"
Orang gila? *singing* SAMPAINYA HATI MU~~

This is funny. Look what you can see.
PUBLIC TOILET - TANDAS AWAM.
why is this high tech toilet near the road junction?
WTH! It is beside the road traffic.
Do you know this two standing are waiting for the Mr green light
to cross over.

Left: KLCC at night from our hotel. Right: Masjid India.

Late night supper, KFC. walking at KL streets at night is SCARY! these streets can be their geylang lorong. really!! As we walk, they stared us. Goosebumps all over me. Did I mention MAT REMPIT? yeah, there are a few them that night.

Our smelly welly bantal! Nothing can tear us apart. :))

Hello KLCC! No chance to get near you. :(

more pictures, view here.
Click me.

Following yasmin's lazy footstep. ahahaha. sorry yas!

2009-03-12T12:59:00.000+08:00

As early as 7am I woke up for medical check up. Yes early! since attachments and schools are
over. I've been waking up at 12pm onwards. wah, keep it up!! Back to medical check up.
I dragged my body and soul to SGH. arggh. I have to hate the morning human traffic.
Annoying and irritating it can be. Body to body, shoulder to shoulder with other humanbeings.
No freedom to move, only limited movements. I don't like the idea of it. Overflowing humans
plus typical kiasu singaporeans.

Everything was over at around 10am. I came down to Aisyah's Larvin place. Aisyah's? ahaha.
NO. it is not own by her. she work there. While waiting for new plans coming up, I spend the
time with Aisyah. It sounds more like I accompanied her for work that day. So I did.
"you're welcome Aisyah, don't mention it." hahahahaaha. *cheeky smile*

While at LARVIN, my mind's running. Larvin is a high-end retail. Customers mostly
tourist fromArab, indonesia, brunei, europe, etc.
All this rich bastard can spend their money like water. Whichever stuff that they want, there
goes their Visa or Mastercard or Amex or whatever-rich-people-can-own card. In seconds
they can own a luxury, without looking at the price or even thinking twice, guess not in their
dictionary.

Imagine this,
a belt for $495
a pen with its casing - $1100
a dress - $5000
toddlers clothes - $399 to $1000 (kids grow fast, they can't wear it for years)

my eyes went sparkle and shines.

Thanks to the friends she spent time a day at town with, Aisyah, Munir and Sulz.
LOVES!
AND SHE REACHED HOME AT 8PM.

important message for the significant others.

The karoake meet up. Sumbang tak sumbang, we still sing! who cares.

I want to sing again!!!

thankyou for paying. thankyou for cabbing.

I will start paying when I start working.
Sayang you girls.

2009-03-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

You should watch this.

Mat and Minah impression.

FCUKING FUNNY !

L O L

2009-03-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY show.

MY BLOODY VALENTINE.

We catched a glimpse of Hafeez Glamour and Syed Azmir.

Hafeez's looks like one of those youngsters with his many little spiky hair.

Syed Azmir? He is not that HOT off camera. He looked unkempt.

and NO i'm not attracting his attention 'syed amir! syed azmir! hi!!'

Hell NOOO!!

________

YOU

yOu

You

yOu

YOU

you

YOU MAKE ME DO THIS.

2009-03-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

"Mizah, nak keluar besok?" OK!

So that was Aisyah asking me out for a date.

Zilah tag along with us too. Three of us initially.

But then, we were guarded with a guy by night. Not Aisyahs', not mine.

So you know whose. He is hers, Zilah.

Mini mini shopping at bugis street. Two items for each one of us.

I actually should be having 3 instead. I was so love with this dress at the first sight.

But damn! left only one, and they wanted to sell me the display.

I'm like NO, if it is the display one there, you should be giving me a better price for that.

This dress have been worn by others, just imagine with sweaty armpits, cinoneaak!

So they were unwilling to lower the price down. Rejected. Whatever!

C'mon it is just bugis street, you got to bargain for things. Their rent is not that bombastic.

But at home, the dress still lingers. shit!

After exhaustion and hunger of wandering around the whole of alot shop and crampy place,

we head to Haji Lane to have our dinner.

Ke-merepek-tan tak bole angkat k! ahahahahahahaa.

I don't remember we taking any laughing gas.

Non-stop laughter and shit ass!

We were 5 steps away from the escalator to Bugis mrt and

" wait!!!!! where is my shopping bag????!!!"

everybody was looking down at their hands.

Guess what? I left mine at the cafe! How smart is that?

"Kirekan kita nak kene patah balek ar ni?"

It was so kind of Zilah and Ejal to help me with it, while Aisyah and myself

sat comfortably, waiting.

THANK YOU lar k korang!

earlier that day, I had breakfast with mak and nenek at Jurong.

12:30pm I had to send Shaheen Alisha to school.

My ex school. Shuqun Primary School!

wahh!! OLD SCHOOL kapee.

Excitement and miss the pathway to school, I volunteered to send

this girl to school.

This is what happen when you play with little kid.

They want to show you what they have and make you have fun with it too.

make peace with HULK people.

If he grow bigger and greener, it is too late.

0.o

2009-03-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

Starbuck-ing with these two, Wani and Azmi. Friends since we were 10.

So I had my long craving oreo cheesecake and chocolate frap. heaven or wat?

gossip.GOSSIP.gossip.GOSSIP.gossip.

especially azmi, the gossip goddess. ahahahahaa. so sluty!

no leftover, all eaten up.

this is funny. CONTRAST!

Thanks for making time you both.

More meet-ups pleasee with the rest?

A reunion at a prata shop would be exciting!

2009-03-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

I'm in love with the cosy weather now. Raining outisde and I am here accompanied

by my laptop. The room is dark now. I like it! Nobody is going to bother me here all alone.

I have not taken a proper meal since I woke up. Mom did not cook and brought anything for

me to eat. Good! I had snackbars and 6 little pieces of jempot2.

No signs of fainting, have yet to.

Now sitting with my laptop on lap and feel sucky all of a sudden. So here I am bloging
aimlessly. What should I say? What is on my mind exactly right now? eemmm...
I'm rotting at home for straight three days and I started to feel like a loser. believe it
if you don't. just for THREE days. maddness! SOS!!

seriously I need $$$ to spend the 58 days of holidays I have. Now that I no longer have
income from SK anymore. SGH is too 'kind' to pay us our prcp posting. Our allowance is
self-sponsored, our food and transport but still I need to pay for my school fees during that period.
WTF! No point I babble so much. GST credit money is in! YOU SAVE MY LIFE
when I am in a state of desperation. thankyou.

anyone for my bloody valentine?? 3333DDDDDD??????

may I have something to say, i'm sickkkk!
friends, family, friends, friends, friends, friends, friends
your friends again,friends, F.R.I.E.N.D.S, friends
friends, friends again, friends, ME.

I don't blame them I blame you.

I don't see why I should spend it on you.
How much have you done to deserve it.
thanks for the appreciation.

2009-02-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday met up with this gigolo. Azmy Bin Sukiman. Not Supiman ar.
'Supiman bapak sape!!!' haaahhaaha.

While waiting this fella, met up with Diy and Moon. We spent the time gossiping.
Gossip about her boys, her boys and my boy.
First, it starts exciting, come to the end, disbelief. FLOP!
remark like "WTH" "WTF" "OMFG!!" "sial ahhh..."
Lesson learnt: If guys know that he is one HOTstuff, thats it!!!

Back to anak sukiman. the evening at lot1, eat dinner and search
for something decent for a gift to someone. Belated birthday gift.
At last we found something at Cotton on. M or L, L or M? we wasted
the minutes just to get the right size.
Thanks eh mi, for being the 'so-perfect' model for the shirt. XS guy!
and bloody thanks for seeing my future for me.

He told me that in 10 years time i will look like one of the clear-tray-wipe-table aunty.
Her appearance is DAMN funny! Me @ 31 years-old.
We were laughing like nobody business, bang the table cause
its fcuking funny and i almost pee in my pants. SOO BAD! kurang ajar kau!!!

Today, initial was perfect

towards the end, ..............

what I realise is everytime when you do something because i ask you to but
u agreed it, things will always always always turn up this way.

WHYYYYYY? ? ? ?

Be the man, let me be the women.

2009-02-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

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oh ya! movies for ipod too.

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Its time to update new stuff in there.

Get rid of the old.

2009-02-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

Slept over at my aunt VILLA KOI house at JB with family and nenek ku tersayang.

We were lazily slacking from the time we came to the time we started packing up.

I was not even out of the house, playing psp, watching tv, eat and try to irritate people

around me as much as I can. Actually I wanted to visit the new shopping mall nearby, BUT

my mind and body says I should just stay home. I need rest NOT that I'm lazy. Hey, save ok!

If I went, definitely, definitely I will spend and waste the RM of my parents.

I went there empty handed, came back empty handed. BREAK record! Syabas!!!

When I reach home, hopefully to hear someone's voice over the phone.

message, no reply. repeated messages, no reply. call, no answer.

the 158th call, the ever irritating operator voice!! OFF.

It has been 2 solid hours!

What a piece of mind I have right now.

never too late for a birthday wish.

happy birthday cousin!

ain. 20 :)

2009-02-21T17:45:00.000+08:00

LOVE.

I have him who is loving.

I have him who is truly caring.

I have him who is perfect.

I have him who knows how to appreciate me.

I have him who wants to spend most of time with me.

I have him who is willing to give whatever I ask for.

I have him who makes me his first priority.

I have him who never take me for granted.

I have him who can sacrifice for my sake.

I have him who always support me.
I have him who protects my dignity.
I have him who respect my decision.
I have him who is proud to introduce me to his friends.
I have him who never feel embarassed to hold my hand with family and friends.
I have him who is sensitive towards my feeling.
I have him who is full of suprises .

I am just un fortunate.

take a bow.

I was in the shower, water running down my body and I wish
I could stay in there forever. Don't wish to come out. where I feel
calm and relax with my eyes closed.

Love yourself more than you love others.

you are my DISEASE.

2009-02-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

20 feb. this date marked the official last day of prcp.

i need to shout LOUD!
WOOHOOO!
I SURVIVE!

I'm in one piece, not missing any part of me left in the ward.
excited. overjoy. happy.
Like some say, it is spell H-O-L-I-D-A-Y. I can smell it.
There's alot of things that I am up to. So many things awaits. I'm so impatient right now.
But my happiness was not shared with the one.

While I was sitting in the lecture hall, I realised I was sitting with Hilda's
group people. Then I was like 'where's my clan? where are they?'.
We were sitting far away from each other. We used to stick with each other in lecture
theatre, will find one another if anyone is missing.
sad. I miss our freshmen year.

That aside. school aside. now lets talk about thing that matters.

Read this:
Before marriage,

He: yes! I've been waiting for this moment.

She: do you want to leave me?

He: NO! don't even think about it!

She: do you love me?

He: Of Course! over and over again.

She: Have you ever cheated on me?

He: NO! why are you asking that?

She: will you kiss me?

He: every chance I get.

She: will you hit me?

He: are you crazy?! I'm not that kind of person.

She: can I trust you?

He: yess...

She: Oh darling.......

After marriage, just READ IT FROM BOTTOM TO TOP.

haahahaahhaa.

That is the last thing you would ever want to happen.

2009-02-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

This is what happen when webcam meet us.

The facial syndrome disease.

when zilah meet mizah with her laptop :)

anything can possibly happen.

2009-02-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

To shaw house yesterday to catch BRIDE WARS with Boyf. Its my movie choice this time.
Duh! Movie rate:4/5. Would I be hostile towards my bestfriend over wedding dreams?
Maybe I might! Its wedding you are talking about. Not everyday you get married, am I right?

Think once. But think twice, bestfriend is everything besides family especially childhood
bestfriend. who know you inside out, who you vomit all your problems, who have been giving
you their ears, their shoulders through your ups and down. You know you can rely
on them in anything. ANYTHING. That is reliable friend. TRUE friend.

I received message from few of my friends. The SMS consists:
They love you, but they are not your lover.
They care for you but they are not your family.
They are ready to share your pain but they are not your blood relation.

They are Friends!!

True friend scolds like a Dad.
Cares like a Mom.
Teases like a Sister.
Irritates like a Brother,
and finallly loves you more than a lover.

Do you know the relation between your 2 eyes?
They blink together, move together, cry together, see things together & sleep together.
Though they never see each other,be just friendship should be just like that.
Life is hell without friends.
thank you for being one of mine.

awww. Meaningful.

Hello, ni Katty here.
I'm looking for new friends.
Ready to be spank? *winks*
xoxo.

HAPPY VALENTINE,

COUPLETS!

2009-02-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

STAFF-ing non-SENSE.

Nurul and myself here. Our last night together. We had potato chips and music
over the counter. haha. Sister was making her rounds, get caught from her.
"If I see this again, I will confiscate it." Chill sister, chill. Its not that we
share the music with the whole block 7.

She is very very happy to leave the ward :)
Hey babe. Good luck in everything. Do come back with an angmoh boyfriend.
ha ha ha ha ha.

HAi-YA!!!!!

Me.Jenno.Syazaliah.Hanisah.
Working with them make my time flies. We work. We crap. We joke. We laugh.
having insane people around makes your day total madness.

MEREPEK mau lebih.

The bonds in the making.

I don't understand why is it difficult for some people to verbalise
positive feedbacks. Why must it be plainly negative? Is it so hard?
I understand that negative feedback is important for one to improve to the
next level, be better. But isn't positive feedback important as well.
Positive feedback will get one step up, have the motivational to continue function efficiently.
If continous negative comments along the way, one fails to face up and walk.

why?

2009-02-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS,
Shadeena Umaira.

Engagement. deena iwan. Engagement.

When I first glance this photo in Deena's room, I thought thats boyf.
Omg. they look alike. brother? twins?

We're not sharing partner, are we Deena?

he - he

2009-02-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

Friday night and I'm stuck at home sweet home.

I'm extremely exhausted from work. Today morning. I had my morning yesterday too,

aftercame back from night. Morning in ward 75, can be chaotic. But it kills your time.

Without knowing, people chase you to go for break. The next thing you know, its

time to pass report. Then most irritating part of working is to attend patient call bells

for bedpan especially if you are in my ward, orthopaedic. " misi ahhh..siow pien..."

Then, I'll be like arghh! Its not easy for them to lift up their piku you know.

"piku ci lai auntie"

Madeline came to assess me. I think I did 'not bad-i'm impressed', I guess?

Yesterday I went to Jalan Bukit Merah to sign some contract. I'm excited already!

The information will be shared once it is confirmed. I want to jump around naked!

hahahahahahaha!

I'm a happy girl. I'm a happy girl. I'm a happy girl.

Tomorrow Deena is getting engage. I'm going to reach her house early, boyf ask me

to help around. help? Let me see, sit on the floor cut onions, cut chili, chit chatting, gossip.

got potential or not? be part of makciks-makciks gang group. bunch of cool

people. I only can buat sebok there. :) At least something!

Boyf, I will follow wherever you go. WHEREVER. even to the toilet, mean it!

Sulaizah Sulaimi, livejournal please?

2009-02-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

UNDEFEATED

HEAVYWEIGHT
CHAMPION.

Let me have the honour to present you the undefeated hevyweight champion.

IZZUL MIRZA.

This champion weighs 10kg. TEN KILO! Whats the title for right.

This fatty is my cousin. I got no effin idea what his parents feed him everyday.

One portion of adult meal? Basically according to his father, its just porridge and milk.

But why on earth is he so FATTTT? Overweight babies are unhealthy babies.
He is cute! so how cares. you can squeeze his cheek, bite his

enormous thigh, slap his buttock. I think I left too much lip prints all over him.

Oh my, I can't resist his cuteness and fatness.

He reminds me of one the chinese kungfu kid actor, in the 1990's.
the botak kid.

After a quick bath, Abg Irfan help abit with getting him change.
Kid and baby put together, ADORABLE.

My first and the last cycle of night are over. It's done and over with.
I guess if your night kakis are gerek, then your night will be excitingly fun.
My last two night was with Kak Sal. The other version of Cik Sal bole.
This is Kak Sal pon BOLE! She's full of humor in her, damn funny!

I shall share the jokes that she make,
First one, Patient BO(pass motion), and the smell was a kill. She gave a remark
"See lar this nenek, she want to get out of bed, give us trouble, now she give
us the aroma therapy at this time." hahahaha!

There's another one, room 20 was in complete mess when we started our shift.
When we enter the room she said, "See how untidy this room is, like titanic
like that." hahahahahahaha!

Ok, this is my favourite.
There is a psy(mental) patient. He like to keep to himself, he talks to himself.
So there is four of us standing infront of the room talking, give a watch out
for this particular patient. We saw him coming to his room after shower, we
were like trying to communicate with him.

SN Toh: Good morning, Jack***
He just ignore and walk to his bed.
Kak Sal: patient unresponsive, CALL 995!!!

HAHAAHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
funny or wat? patient is walking! you get the joke? hope you do.
hahahahahahahaha! I couldn't stop laughing.

You, yes you.
I'm sick and tired of all the quarrels, the fights.
I know I'm not how I used to be. Why? Cause you change me.
Day by day it does, not so drastic if you realise.
Its the clear truth. Don't point finger to me.
You are good at verbalising your unhappiness.
yes you are very good at it.
Let me ask, who have been giving more and receiving less?
who?
Do you think its equally fair?
All these years have been all about you, you and you.
For once, can you think? brain with heart put together.

wake up from your sleep.

2009-02-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

01 Febuary 09

SELAMAT HARI JADI.

♥,

yeah. its Boyf birthday today. One digit added to his age.

He turns 24 today! TWENTY-FOUR. You're aging, baby.

dah tua seyy.. So its just a simple very mini celebration for him.

There comes the MacDeliveryman at the doorstep. Beef prosperity

meal and McSpicy meal for a romantic birthday meal for two.

awww.. Simple and sweet. Don't worry. I guess it is not all, I'll bring it

more for you. Don't we have advanced birthday, birthday day and

belated birthday. yay! belated birthday. soon. soon. Ot, can you please

hurry the money? I need it so badly.

So I had my very first Night shift. Everything went fine. At 7am, I'm still on my knees,
eyes open wide and manage to pass report properly.We will see for

the next two nights.

TWO MORE NIGHTS AND THAT'S IT!

2009-01-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, met up with my fellow friends. Humairah, Fazilah, Nur hamizah(yes! hamizah) and
her cousin Nana. Mai and me was at marina square waiting for the rest to come. The plan was to
hit pool but some people claimed that they don't know how to play pool. There is always a word
called LEARN. In the end, Mai and myself had to drag ourselves to Arab street. How
inconvenient! Off we went.

Catch things up with the girls. camwhore. laugh. eat. sheesha. chill. gossip. chat. El-sheikh is a
very nice place to sit in. Next, we checked out the Kbox. Since we thought that the price was
much unreasonable, walked to nearest STARBUCKS! I had the usual, as usual :) Choc Frap!
All thanks to humairah for the treat, I owe you a treat ok.

I declare bankrupt! My account balance is PATHETIC! ppppaaatthhheetiiccc I tell you.

I'm just waiting for the money from ot and dem posting. maklum lar not bonded. The thing I

miss most doing is SHOPPING! I want to shop. I need to shop! I need to update my wardrobe

with new stuff. Its dusty already. But its not time yet. so sad :(

BGR problems sucks!

60% pain. 40% happiness.